ADHD as an adult
For as long as I could remember I have assumed that I procrastinate a lot. On the other hand, if it’s something fascinating, I’d find it extremely hard to stop doing it. There was no in-between. I have also known that I get distracted by the slightest stimulus and go in a complete tangent. I’d do well in subjects I like and do pretty poorly in subjects I hate. I’ve known that I’d space out a lot. Even when I really want to do something I’d struggle to do it unless there’s an immediate deadline or a payoff. Surprisingly, I have also been told I’m a good listener - may be because in reality my head’s somewhere else. I could learn by listening to my brother read (he had the habit of always reading out aloud) but taking the book and reading it myself was always challenging. And yet somehow, I have done decently well in school. Although, I still remember the look on my Principal’s face when I told him I got into a decent college. Every one of my teachers thought I had the “potential” to shine if only I put in my effort. ...